I'm feeling a bit down from time to time for the last three days =/
I think I'm mentally "exhausted".... looking back it all started a week before the operation with trying to catch a mouse for a week (not sleeping), then the operation.... laying in the hospital (with a lot of pain), then finally going home and after two days the wound gets open and for the last three weeks yukkie stuff (inflammation) coming out of the wound (and everything that comes with it)
Yesterday they (the nurses from "Aafje") started to wash out the wound with a catheter and a big syringe.
Now the catheter you don't feel.... but when they wipe the wound with sterile gauze I could kick them.... man that hurts !!
But I'm hoping that the wound will heal soon now.... because this way it takes forever !
And that's not helping me recover, so that's why my emotions got the best of me yesterday *blush*
Me having panic and anxiety attacks (I have does basiclly all my life) doesn't help either.... so I guess that's why I'm feeling a bit down at the moment.
I know there are worse things going on in this world.... but we all have our moments, right !? ; )
Thanks for listening, hihi I guess it also helps writting down your feelings... it doesn't have to be all happy stuff all the time !